I wanna cry
for I can't take it any longer.
I'm pulling at my hair and screaming on the inside
I just wanna cry, but the tears wont come.
My mother lays there in the hospital barely able to talk, unable to breath on her own.
Yet they still wont come.
It's as if they're all dried up,
and it frustrates me to the point were I just wanna break down,
but still nothing will come, not even a single tear.
Maybe it's because I don't want it to be true
Or the fact that I still feel like I have to be strong, but I just don't wanna anymore.
I want to cry, I want ta ball, I wanna scream and cry my eyes out!
But still not even a single tear will come....
My father's dead and she lays there still....
I feel as if my world is fading and being replaced by something new.....
I...I just wanna cry, but why? Why wont they come????
Tears....they're a funny thing,
They come when you don't want them too.... and aren't there when you need them.....